Des (thagirion) wrote,

Updated Conspiracy

At last I am done with this. Well mostly. This drawing has been a total pain to revise. But here is my beautiful boy.

Fixed his mouth, hair, shirt and gave him his lovely wings. I also lightened all the ravens that weren't visible enough and brightened the whole thing over all. Now this still may not be the final version because I mainly did this to be the version I'll use on my Jeep. Driver door is where this would go. But the door is wider than this drawing. If I'm serious about this I'll have to get the template from the print place and probably rework the entire background. So this probably isn't done and it's the drawing that never ends. I'm thrilled I've also finished the inks on No Hard Feelings.

I'm still totally undecided if I will make my Jeep all Fear or Jurassic Park still. Yes huge dilemma for me that I haven't been able to figure out for months now. Someone suggested do both. I'd love to but don't see how I could get that to work. Unfortunately I'm eventually going to have to decide one or the other. JP is the reason I have always wanted a Jeep. I just added a guy on youtube yesterday that has a JP Jeep and it got me all excited and thinking about doing mine again. I do feel bad to give up on a dream I've been wanting for such a long time. Decades. But Fear is totally me and it would be a unique one of a kind car that no one else has. Fear is me while JP is part of my childhood so not directly me. And if It were down to just color preference Fear would win hands down easily no thinking because I prefer blue over red/tan. I would put a few dinos on my jeep windows and a few JP quotes but it would not be a JP Jeep. That's the best way I can think to combine them. But the thought of having a piece of the movie is just something that thrills me and something I've always wanted. I've gotten your opinions on this and I thank you. Ultimately the choice is mine and it's one of the hardest choices I've had to make. If money were no option this could be easily solved by having two jeeps. A four door for Fear and the small two door for JP. I wish it were that simple. I even entered a contest to win a new Jeep but no luck there. But you never know what the future will hold. Maybe someone will give me a jeep. People tend to give me things out of the blue. Not holding my breath though. So I will keep thinking about this problem and try to figure it out. Also I have no idea what to do for the passenger door yet as Fear. I'd like to draw something totally new for that but if I can't think of something then I'll have to update one of my other fave drawings then.

As far as my health I'm not doing well. I have a lot of pain and the antibiotics don't seem to be doing anything. But the good thing is the cat scan didn't show anything bad. So maybe the meds are slow to work. I hope they hurry up. It's not fun. I don't have energy to do much so I'm mostly in bed. Don't know if I'll feel well enough to work on art today though I'm highly motivated and excited about my stories.
Tags: jeep, scary fear
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