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25 May 2015 @ 09:48 pm
Hurt again  
Chris had the morning off today. We went out for breakfast and that was nice. Then we went to Walgreens to pick up some supplies. While there my left shoulder and neck started to hurt. I wasn't doing anything just walking around. It got worse and it's hard to turn my head left and right. I think it's a fibro attack because my eye, face and down my art started to hurt too but that's stopped. It feels like stabbing in my back. I don't need this right now. I was actually making progress on my inking. Now it's hard to work on digital art again. I managed to render a video but stupid youtube is not taking it. I think it's youtube and not my video. It says 0% uploaded and never does anything. I'll delete it tomorrow and try again. I've deleted it twice already so this is my third upload. I hope I can get it up because only my main computer can edit GoPro footage. The files are too big for the laptop. But it can't render them because there's some memory problem. So I have to save the project file and put it on the laptop then render it there. So the whole process of making videos has become a chore. It takes two computers. That just sucks. Because of the pain my body acts as though its sick and I got a bit of a fever since it thinks there's a microbe. Nope. And I got very sleepy and had to fight hard to not take a nap. I hate napping. I'd be all messed up for a few days if I did that. I'd be in the wrong time zone. Day time is bright so you're up doing things. I have to be extremely ill for me to sleep during the day. I've never been into naps and even in kindergarten when they forced us to nap I kept my eyes open refusing to sleep. But yeah I need to get over this. I hope tomorrow I'll wake up ok. So because of that I haven't really done much today.
Current Mood: sicksick
audes_ljaudes_lj on May 26th, 2015 05:46 am (UTC)
Hmm, not the best moment when you just started with kayaking and where about to work with your photos on the computer. It always happens when it's not the best time for it. I dop hope that this throwback wont impact you for long, though.
Also, that's quite a convoluted working process. Changing between PC and Laptop... how much RAM does your main computer have? Or perhaps better, how much does the rendering take?
Hmm, always stayed awake in Kindergarten as well. It's hard to take a nap, when you are constantly thinking. Nowadays I actually take an hour sometimes to fall asleep, because my brain takes a while to come to rest.
Desthagirion on May 26th, 2015 05:31 pm (UTC)
Luckily I'm feeling better now. Got some exercise in the yard and that helped me recover. I don't know what's wrong with my computer. I recently removed a bunch of video files that were eating up the memory. And this has never been a problem and I've made videos with even larger files. Alex checked it for a virus and nothing so I have no idea what is the problem. I don't know much about computers that way either.

Yes it's so annoying having to use two computers to render videos. At least I got it up today.

Yes I like being awake too much. I visited Europe in the 90s and when I came back it took me two days to get back to normal. Slept all day woke up at 4pm was all messed up. So that's kind of what happens if I were to take a nap. I love thinking before falling asleep.
actipton80actipton80 on May 26th, 2015 11:41 am (UTC)
I hope your pain goes away soon.

That just sucks about your computers. I hope Youtube starts working again too.

I can't do naps unless I had an absolutely awful night's sleep the night before. I don't remember having naps in kindergarten, but Mom had put me in afternoon kindergarten because I had given up naps by then. I think they may have forced them on us when I was in pre-school, but I don't remember.
Desthagirion on May 26th, 2015 05:33 pm (UTC)
Thanks. I'm feeling much better now. Hope there won't be anymore problems.

The computers are so annoying. I was able to upload this morning so youtube was messed up last night.

I can't either. I'd be too screwed up and it would be hard to get back to normal.
Calzephyrcalzephyr77 on May 26th, 2015 03:43 pm (UTC)
I hope you feel better soon!
Desthagirion on May 26th, 2015 05:33 pm (UTC)
Thanks. I'm feeling better now.
kabuldurkabuldur on May 29th, 2015 11:18 am (UTC)
That sucks that you got that fibro attack. Is your immune system fighting itself? I'd hate to have a fever like that for basically nothing. Sounds like my #1 Son-in-law who had ankylosing spondylitis. Mostly men get that and it is hereditary. It really sucks.

Your trouble with you tube sound very frustrating and time consuming. But you persevered because I saw them up toay. Good on you!

I never liked napping in the daytime either. We aren't supposed to do it. When I was in choir at school we used to have a half day off before concerts. Mum would come in and get me from school and make me go to bed, but I never once went to sleep but stayed bright and alert.

It's a bit different now that I am older. I will go to sleep in the afternoon or even in the morning if I am tired enough. But in my 20s and into my 30s, nope.

And yes, your body time routine would be messed up. But maybe your body needed to rest when it was under attack? Even from itself.

My SIL had two major high temp attacks before being diagnosed with ankylosing spondylitis. The first time he went to hospital but they just thought he was a drug addict who wanted pain killers because he had rund out of drugs! Which was far from the truth but they were in a dodgy area fruitpicking where there were drug addicts and such. Bad luck on his part! I'm glad he was properly diagnosed eventually but it does give him more and more pain over time and he gets more and more irritable with it :(

I do hope you are over it. You sound better in your newer posts, so I'm guessing this was a fast attack - over quickly.